This has been a hard day for me. I am exhausted from cooking and cleaning and homeschooling and extracurricular activities. I'm tired of not eating rice, and pasta, and bread (all gluten free, egg free, and dairy free of course). I want to be able to easy snack. Garumph! All I want to do is grab a plate full of tortilla chips and dip them in salsa and guacamole. I want easy food!!! And to top it all off I am pretty sure I am getting a cold. It has been a very, very, very, very long time since I was sick. I don't want to be sick.
Alright I'm done. Truth be told I feel good. (other than the whole getting sick thing :-) ). I feel...clean. Food is starting to taste sweeter (though I don't think that super bitter hot cocoa will ever taste sweeter). I feel good. I can tell that my body is already functioning better. Most of my candida symptoms have cleared up which is marvelous. I have also been exercising more often this week and I can tell my body is responding positively there as well.
Wow that is amazing. I sat down at my computer desk full of grouch and growl. But as I wrote that second paragraph my mood began shifting. Focusing on the positive things, despite feeling down, really does shift your emotions as well. Hmmmm now to remember that the next time my children spend the day pushing each others (and my) buttons. To look at each of them and remind myself of all the positive things about them. My mom used to say that for every negative character trait there is a corresponding positive one. Point in case my five year old is stubborn and independent. If she thinks you are wrong it is nearly impossible to convince her otherwise...even with proof right in front of her. BUT that stubborness if fostered correctly will become tenacity, which is not a bad thing at all. That independence, which at five drives me bananas, will serve her well as a young woman and adult. And that need to be right, if taught how to find the facts and adjust her opinions accordingly, could lead to a person who digs deep for the truth and doesn't take everything at face value.
Yup, an amazing lesson just writing those first two paragraphs demonstrated: focus on the positive. It is even biblical!
Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.
Menu Day 9
Breakfast: Choco Monkey Smoothie
Lunch: Leftover shepherds pie
Snacks: Chocolate banola, butternut squash soup, zucchini/onion/ham saute